Why am i feeling easy...

Salam...
Oh no.. Got to know my good friends that applied for H. Nitec didn't get through.. But they did appealed.. My results will be next month, and i have this 50/50% feeling in me.. But i don't think its 50/50%, I don't feel that terrified. Instead, I'm feeling cool.. I'm in no worries.. Is these meaning that i'm gonna get through.. Or, is it a feeling that Allah trying to remind me. Saying that I won't make it, and to have more patience and have more courage with the difficulty He's giving me.. If i really want this, I really need to buck-up. Push myself. This is for my family.. I'm their greatest hope.. Insya'Allah.. =)
Ouh yea, I will have my training tomorrow. Wish me luck!
Salam..
Night Night..

P.S. "Maybe I won't be writing English throughout this blog though, aku mesti bangga dgn bahasa melayuku jugak! So nanti, akan keluarlah bahasa melayuku iye..! ;)