Why am i feeling easy...

Salam...
Oh no.. Got to know my good friends that applied for H. Nitec didn't get through.. But they did appealed.. My results will be next month, and i have this 50/50% feeling in me.. But i don't think its 50/50%, I don't feel that terrified. Instead, I'm feeling cool.. I'm in no worries.. Is these meaning that i'm gonna get through.. Or, is it a feeling that Allah trying to remind me. Saying that I won't make it, and to have more patience and have more courage with the difficulty He's giving me.. If i really want this, I really need to buck-up. Push myself. This is for my family.. I'm their greatest hope.. Insya'Allah.. =)
Ouh yea, I will have my training tomorrow. Wish me luck!
Salam..
Night Night..

P.S. "Maybe I won't be writing English throughout this blog though, aku mesti bangga dgn bahasa melayuku jugak! So nanti, akan keluarlah bahasa melayuku iye..! ;)

The Beginning...

SALAM... Hey hey hey... At last its raining..!! Alhamdullillah, thanks to Allah.
It has been very hot and warm night for these few weeks.. And once in a while, having the rain was such a blessing, and cosy too.. Hehe..
Alhamdullillah, i went for interview today actually. Got a job at the frontdesk. The pay is not bad, its just a part-time, so i don't mind. A convinient place to work too. As long as it can support my school fees and bills, im satisfied.. =)
I have been lacking out since december. Didnt't took the initiatives to find one, till i got the worst scolding ever from my mom. Yea.. In the beginning, i just don't feel like finding one, thinking that i will perform well for my school and got to go for poly and so i waited. But i was wrong. Due to my OVER confidence.. I did ask some friends for part-time jobs, or, i really didnt.. Really didn't tried my best, only asking, but didn't try hard at all.
Well, i really really hope that this job will boost up my confidence level.
Ok, got to be with my mom now. Can't show her my blog for now.. =P
Chow!
Salam..